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Artist // Hobbyist // Other
  • Dec 15
  • United States
  • Deviant for 9 years
  • He / Him
My Bio




Alias: Roadkill, Tragic Magic

Name: Parker
Occupation: Occasional Opera House Resident, Nomad to The Sons of Anarchy, Roadkill, Husband

Age: 33
Height: 6'1''
Relationship status: Got Hitched

Married to Only-Deliverance




I go to prison and get out and I'm back at it-- hi guys!
I ain't afraid to go back better watch that lip!
I'm fuckin' Parker and I'm on a whole other planet
And I'll be damned if I sit back and let this fucking shit happen
I'm an assassin, with that music and fashion
I'm an asshole
I'm fashionably late
I'm the one you love to hate!


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Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
Sia, Breathe Carolina
Tools of the Trade
smuggling
Other Interests
performing

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   Cain was excited for his annual Christmas gathering at the Clubhouse. It looked like all his Sons of Anarchy were gathered in the room, with most of them swarming around the bar. He didn't mind giving them a moment to settle and find place to sit. It gave the god a chance to catch his fiance under the mistletoe a few more times. 
   While everyone else was getting a drink, catching up and enjoying themselves in the time Cain gave them, Lane rested one shoulder against the hallway that lead to the dorms. His arms crossed his broad chest, eyes burning and following Parker from every point he went in the room. They both knew the end of the meeting was their deadline for an ultimatum one had placed in front of the other. Parker officially had minutes to decide if he was going to accept the fact that someone else had fallen in love with him and be open to a relationship, or it was finally time Lane got back on the road and traveled to a different charter. All day the only thing running through the demigod's mind was if he was going to drive all night to Utah or Nevada if his roommate chose a suitcase over the bed they had been sharing since the end of August.
   Parker had incredible resolve when it came to relationships, especially in similar situations to the one he was in with Lane. Even when his lover had given him the ultimatum, he practically shrugged it off. At the time, Parker hadn't known what decision he was going to make but he was certainly going to ignore his responsibilities. That was something he was great at. There were only minutes from his deadline on the ultimatum, and he still showed no sign one way or the other. After exchanging words with some of his friends, Parker eventually made his way back over to Lane. Leaning against the wall, he tucked his hands in his leather jacket while flipping black and blonde hair out of his face.
   Trying his best not to crack a smile, Lane rolled his eyes and let out a slow and patient breath. The blonde drove him wild, but not as much as Parker himself just being near. No one else in the room knew how frustrating it was for him and he intended on keeping it that way. "I'd ask you how big your balls were, but I already know the answer. Whole fuckin' room and you have to come right here?"
   "Alright Lads," Cain called out after he got his kiss, "Last call for a little bit. Get your drinks and grab a seat. We've got things to toast to!"
   Hearing he would need a drink, Lane wouldn't deny himself some form of liquid relief. He stopped leaning against the wall and went right over to the edge of the bar. "Bobby! Juice!"
   Juice heard his name being called and looked up to see Lane's hand high in the air. "Ohhhhh no," he said shaking his head, "Remember what happened last time? No can do man! Beg Bobby for a drink.."
   "You know what??" Being impatient and frustrated with his brother, Lane took a few big bills out of his pocket and slapped them on the bar. "Fuck you," he said firmly as soon as he felt he had paid. Reaching over into his favorite old spot his hand pulled out an entire bottle of Jack Daniels. "Serve me a pop to wash it down," he threatened as he twisted off the cap and turned to look more towards Cain than his roommate over his other shoulder. In the four months that Parker had known Lane, he could finally count on one hand the number of times he had seen him drink. 
   Knowing how his brother would get when he drank too much too quickly, Juice grabbed a big frozen mug and filled it with a dark soda for Lane. "Here," he said pushing it forward, "It's Christmas you fuckin' asshole. Try smilin' a little."
   "I have nothing to smile about," Lane replied before throwing back the bottle and taking a huge first gulp to get his buzz going.
   Parker glanced over at Lane, raising his eyebrows as he offered the other a smile. Since Lane went ahead and got his own bottle, Parker rolled his eyes and slipped away to get his own drink as well. He certainly didn't get as much as his lover, only a glass of good beer to satisfy him. Taking a seat by himself, Parker had his eyes on Cain to hear his Christmas toast.
   Destroyer had an arm over Cain's shoulders, his favorite drink in his free hand as he smiled wide over at his fiance.
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   After spending most of his Valentine's Day with both Apollo and his sister, Aldous was extremely irritated. Not only was Parker a no-show for Thanksgiving, Christmas, New Years and Freya's birthday, but now Valentine's Day was added to the list of hurt in his little sister's heart. While he was extremely angry and irritated, he wanted to give his housemate a heads up and a chance to address his issues with a third party. Trying his hardest to keep civility, he wrote Parker a note and slipped it under his bedroom door so he would know first thing in the morning something other than work needed to be taken care of.
   'When a wolf strays from his family pack, eventually the Alpha gets curious and wants a reason why. After you grab your toast and eggs in the morning, come have a sip of coffee with Apollo and I. Chicken aside, I'm worried about my mate and want to know what's got you skipping off on us and dodging texts. No need to be a lone wolf when you've got a pack that loves you no matter the shit you've got going on that you've decided to deal with on your own. Coffee. My room. Before you leave. I can't believe I'm even saying it, but please. -A. Moth.'
   It was true that Parker felt guilty about the situation, but the letters could never change his mind. Even when he had trouble with Freya the first time around, he couldn't look at the letters. He couldn't stand to do it, and he had no idea why even to that very day. There was nothing inherently wrong with Freya, and he knew that. He knew that she was the closest he ever came to perfection. It was him, on the other hand, who had several personal issues. General issues he didn't discuss unless a microphone was in his hand. His game of avoidance was now going to be extended to Aldous starting on that day, but a part of Parker had already been dodging his girlfriend's brother too. In general, the people he worked with saw the most of him and everyone else only had brief encounters. 
   After sending a few messages to Parker beforehand, Freya didn't want to seem desperate or bother him by sending more. However, she couldn't even remember the last time her boyfriend had spent the night and she hoped to change that on her birthday. Apollo and Aldous had promised her a fun night, but they couldn't provide a warm cuddle from the man she loved above all others; Only Parker could give her that gift. -'Tonight is my last night in the room at the hotel, Love. I'd really like to spend it with you and the bottle of wine you left behind for a special occasion. I feel the void in our bed and the space between is deafening. I got a feeling danger is coming.. I need you, Babe. I want to drink you in like oxygen. There's no more fighting for us, my Summer Rain.. Come end this night with me and we can start over in a new place tomorrow. I miss you, but I'll always love you more. Try to remember that and come around soon?'-